#iwasblamed

I was 3 years old. No clue what was happening. Yet family members accused me of lying and making up stories.
The assault is something I very much struggle to deal with, especially as I’ve gotten older and now understand what was happening in those memories I have.

little 3 year old me, getting assaulted, in my own bed. by a 14 year old.

i remember most of it. i remember him walking in and out my room multiple times. i remember the mask that covered his face. i remember him touching my skin.

#iwasblamed

i never properly understood what had happened until last year after i got into a relationship for the first time. i was scared of his touch, getting flashbacks to 3 year old me laying in bed getting assaulted.
i don’t think ill ever not be traumatised

#iwasblamed

im scared of what the future holds. im scared ill never be able to deal with the assault. im scared that it’ll happen again and ill get the blame.

#iwasblamed