I'm not quite sure of recommending this because it might contradict ur beliefs and principles but try to watch "The Secret" (a 2006 documentary). I don't want to delve deep in its details, but see it for yourself! :)

"Our life is a manifestation of our thoughts."

the quote is the least clue i can give ,, once u know what that secret is, it might sound cliché to u ,, but believe me -- it's more than that. Around 30 mins, they'll explain its application and how it's going to manifest dkdgdksgsks

i only recommended this to my closest friends so i might as well delete this thread a couple of minutes from now skdgsksgsks ,, if u're seeing this and u're feeling encouraged,, check it out and let ur perspective be challenged