me and one of my mates were taking yesterday and it reminded me of something that happened in 2018 .
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https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤣" title="Rolling on the floor laughing" aria-label="Emoji: Rolling on the floor laughing"> i’ll never forget the day my former best friend rejected me cause i dated one of his boys .
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STORY TIME (a thread) :
STORY TIME (a thread) :
it was March 2018 , i had liked my former best friend for quite some time and it was mutual . this gent was sweet guys yoh , my rents liked him (especially my dad) , he gave the best hugs and always kissed me on my cheek or my forehead . so there was so point where i was like -
i really like this gent , like realisation hit me . so i went and told my best friend , he said that i should tell him how i feel the next time i see him and i said i was scared . so because i was a chicken i decided to rather message him and tell him how i felt about him .
so i told him , i think i wrote a paragraph talking about how i like him and all . WAS I NOT SO NERVOUS ? then he replies with a LONG paragraph and i’m like OHHH NO . in this paragraph he talked about how he liked me to but i “ took my time “ and that he decided to move on -
my heart was broken , to top it off homie said he wanted to ask me out but couldn’t because i dated his best friend (BACK IN 2016
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does NOT care .
https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💀" title="Skull" aria-label="Emoji: Skull"> so i accept it , but i was hurt guys .
https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face"> i was so hurt , then comes that Friday i see him at Youth (because we go to the same church) .
https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💔" title="Broken heart" aria-label="Emoji: Broken heart"> i was avoiding him the WHOLE night because i couldn’t bear to look at him without wanting to cry .
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and it’s going great , and just as i’m about to leave (i’m going down the stairs) someone grabs my hand . AND IT’S HIM , he was like “ so you’re not gonna say goodbye “ and i gulped and said bye while trying to make sure my eyes didn’t water up . in that car ride home i was so -
sad , like super sad . literally that whole week at school i wasn’t talking to anyone cause i was so upset , i just had my earphones in and went to class . so time passed , him and i became normal after a while and were good friends again . then comes December ...
i’m at Playboi Mansion , i feel someone run up to me and hug me and it’s him . now we’re hugging and talking and THEN , get this homie starts getting touchy and all . i’m out here unable to breathe , i’m standing there flabbergasted . I AM SHOCKED . then i don’t know what was -
but i think he mentioned something about kissing me and i was like “ but what about ***** (my ex) ? “ he was like he talked to him and all , AND LIKE I SAID HE DIDN’T CARE . so i’m still shocked as hell and homie whispering stuff in my ear and kissing me on my cheeks and i’m like
this one is for the queens :
literally my dreams were coming true , I HAD WANTED TO KISS THIS BOY . the opportunity was right in front of me , he was getting close to my lips and what did i do ? I CURVED AT THE LAST MINUTE !!!
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literally my dreams were coming true , I HAD WANTED TO KISS THIS BOY . the opportunity was right in front of me , he was getting close to my lips and what did i do ? I CURVED AT THE LAST MINUTE !!!
so ya that happens and the night goes on , him and i are talking on WhatsApp and eventually homie says that i’m gonna regret not kissing him when i had the opportunity and i was like “ sure buddy “ thinking this wouldn’t have happened if he didn’t reject me earlier that year .
it’s almost May of 2020 , and guess what I DON’T REGRET IT BOI .
thee end .