almost, what if’s, and what could’ve been
- A Thread
- A Thread
i think the worst form of love na pwedeng ma-experience ng isang tao, is the kind that almost happened, pero hindi nangyari. para bang nag tanim ka ng isang halaman and hoped would grow or mamulaklak, but didn’t even live to reach its full potential.
ang sakit lang tanggapin kasi there’s no sense of finality when it comes to almost relationships. walang definite end because it didn’t even bloom to see the beginning of something that could’ve been beautiful.
it hurts kasi you’ll never really know ano ba ang pwedeng mangyare sa dulo, yung alam mong may pag asa and you were so close that you could see what it would’ve been like to be loved by them, to see the kind of future you could’ve had. but in the end, you weren’t close enough.
so you torture yourself sa mga tanong na "what if’s" and ideas of "what could’ve been". and the truth is, those questions and ideas are one of the worst pains na madadala mo sa araw araw sa tuwing ma aalala mo sya. minsan matatagpuan mo ang sarili mo na umiiyak nalang tuwing gabi
i hope you won’t let this break you to the point of no return. i hope you won’t shut yourself off from love and i hope you don’t spend the rest of your life dwelling on almost relationships, ideas of what could’ve been and questions of what if’s.
there’s a whole world out there filled with people, and maybe ang isa sa kanila could be the one kung bibigyan mo sila ng pagkakataon. don’t spend the rest of your life grieving over a dead flower when you’re surrounded by seeds waiting to be planted.