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MINNY J 200426 EPISODE: a summary thread on the things somin felt like opening up to us (please watch the full episode here https://youtu.be/sEP2BKE9nu8 ">https://youtu.be/sEP2BKE9n... and follow her channel if you haven’t yet)
she started out with the premise of wanting to talk about the small things that made her happy this week. she mentioned we sometimes seek for much bigger things that can make us happy, which is what she is trying to change. small happiness is just as precious.
the thing that made her happy the most is being able to breathe. she wouldn’t be able to sing, dance, be with her loved ones if it wasn’t for that. the sad, annoying things that happen in life, we will someday learn to look at them as something to add to our growing experiences.
in her eyes we are all precious people, going through different struggles in life, some of us even blaming ourselves for the things that happen, being depressed. she hopes we can learn to think about the small things that keep us going and appreciate them.
she is different from the person she was a couple of years ago. she now freely shows when she is both sad and happy. that changed her. she started as a trainee at 16, at that time she was very depressed bc she didn’t know how to fit the adult world +
she only practiced and slept, she basically didn’t have any time for herself. even though she was doing what she enjoyed (singing and dancing) she couldn’t feel the happiness that she was longing for.
during bomb bomb era she started lacking energy and motivation. she felt like she really didn’t want to either dance, sing, perform. that feeling got worse during dumb litty and she finally let it all out, crying her eyes out. she was holding it all in until that moment.
she then realized there are countless people out there who would love to do what she does. she feels bad she can’t turn all of them into singers or give useful advices. she tried changing her thoughts process. she feels lucky and grateful for being able to do what she loves.
since she has been neglecting herself any kind of activity that wasn’t related to her job for years, she started looking for refreshing things to do, and her yt channel happened. yt was a chance for her to find herself back. she was filled with new passion.
by sharing a bit of her emotional struggles with us, she hopes we can try to imitate her in changing our approach to life when it comes to finding happiness even during the hardest times. she wants us to “be happy and spend a long time with her” (
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ending this thread with a small bit of bomb bomb bts: ssom is seen struggling with the freezing water yet not even a single complain escaped her lips. given what we know about how messed up her head was during this era, we should appreciate it even more.
