i dont know who will see this but i wanna make things right

i dont expect anyone to believe me because i wouldnt either

but i have NEVER and would never send personal hate to anyone.. all of my accounts were hacked

i know it sounds like a convenient excuse

but i had reason to believe, based on posts i saw, and things people were saying on stream, that all the people i follow and look up to were spying on me, and sharing private videos and photos of me and making fun of me

to some extent i still believe that this was going on

but anything that may have been sent to you, i was NOT the one who sent it

they are things i typed out privately, and thought u could only see them if you were voluntarily violating my privacy

i still dont know what anyone has really seen, i can only guess by the way people have been treating me

i guess thats the problem with social media

im fucked up in a lot of ways, but i would never go out of my way to make someone feel bad

im sorry if you were sent anything.. if you dont believe me its understandable

i guess this is karma for everytime a celebrity said they were hacked and i didnt believe it haha.. unlucky :/

btw i dont think its a coincidence that all of this happened during quarantine

i want you to know that i do not hate you, and if nothing else i hope this gives you some closure

also just so you know i plan on deleting this thread, idk when but yeah