A guy -who was a friend of mine- just texted me that I should post "sexy" pics of me as a profile pic on facebook because it might help to get the guy I like to add me there.
I said that I didn& #39;t have any pics like that, he said to take ones and post them, and I said no again.

He then said: "well then, then is all talk, you& #39;ll have to use intellect, let& #39;s see if he can accept that"

As someone who& #39;s been all her life struggling in loving myself, accept who I am, and constantly has very negative and hurtful thoughts about myself; like how ugly I am,

this conversation tumbled me down in such a way that I cried for 2 hours, and still am.
I can& #39;t take "sexy" pics of me, why? because I am very uncomfortable with myself; I don& #39;t like myself, and I& #39;m trying to work on this, to change my mentality. And it saddens me to see

people thinking like this, because it makes me even more insecure and hateful toward myself; I begin to actually think that I am not good enough if I don& #39;t show skin for men to like me back.
It just made me believe all that I& #39;ve been saying to myself for years: "You& #39;re just ugly"

Makes me feel even way more troubled, because in my mind I& #39;m not doing things right. In order to get someone https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="➡️" title="Rightwards arrow" aria-label="Emoji: Rightwards arrow"> show something, even if you feel uncomfortable.

And I can& #39;t do that, I can& #39;t, I& #39;m sorry, but I just can& #39;t.

I& #39;m a good person on the inside, but outside, I still

have yet to discover it in order to like myself back.

Sorry for this thread, I had to cry this out.