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A guy -who was a friend of mine- just texted me that I should post "sexy" pics of me as a profile pic on facebook because it might help to get the guy I like to add me there.
I said that I didn't have any pics like that, he said to take ones and post them, and I said no again.
I said that I didn't have any pics like that, he said to take ones and post them, and I said no again.
He then said: "well then, then is all talk, you'll have to use intellect, let's see if he can accept that"
As someone who's been all her life struggling in loving myself, accept who I am, and constantly has very negative and hurtful thoughts about myself; like how ugly I am,
As someone who's been all her life struggling in loving myself, accept who I am, and constantly has very negative and hurtful thoughts about myself; like how ugly I am,
this conversation tumbled me down in such a way that I cried for 2 hours, and still am.
I can't take "sexy" pics of me, why? because I am very uncomfortable with myself; I don't like myself, and I'm trying to work on this, to change my mentality. And it saddens me to see
I can't take "sexy" pics of me, why? because I am very uncomfortable with myself; I don't like myself, and I'm trying to work on this, to change my mentality. And it saddens me to see
people thinking like this, because it makes me even more insecure and hateful toward myself; I begin to actually think that I am not good enough if I don't show skin for men to like me back.
It just made me believe all that I've been saying to myself for years: "You're just ugly"
It just made me believe all that I've been saying to myself for years: "You're just ugly"
Makes me feel even way more troubled, because in my mind I'm not doing things right. In order to get someone 
show something, even if you feel uncomfortable.
And I can't do that, I can't, I'm sorry, but I just can't.
I'm a good person on the inside, but outside, I still
show something, even if you feel uncomfortable. And I can't do that, I can't, I'm sorry, but I just can't.
I'm a good person on the inside, but outside, I still
have yet to discover it in order to like myself back.
Sorry for this thread, I had to cry this out.
Sorry for this thread, I had to cry this out.
