Moments #xiyao that people don't notice, but that always break my heart and have enormous meaning -

The look in Lxc's eyes says a lot. He wanted to beg for Jgy to stay. His heart was heavy, something told him that he should enjoy every moment with him, enjoy his company. And when it was over, he blamed himself for not running and preventing Jgy from leaving that day.

At that moment when Jgy says he doesn't regret killing Jgs, and Lxc shouts "A-Yao!", even when he himself had asked A-Yao not to call him Er-Ge anymore. He screamed like that because he wanted everything to be a lie, he wanted to believe that Jgy didn't do any of that +...

He wanted to take Jgy by the shoulders and beg for it to be a misunderstanding. But deep down he knew. And that was why he was so broken, he didn't want to believe that A-Yao committed these crimes. Do you know why?

Because he didn't want to judge Jgy. He was always the only person by his side, always blindly trusted him. He didn't want to join the others and go against Jgy. He always protected him from everyone, and he wanted to protect him to the end. Even with a broken heart.

He trusted A-Yao's pure heart even after knowing everything, not because of his kindness complex, but because he believes that A-Yao is not a bad person, and that he had his reasons. Lxc would never blatantly judge him, ever.

And that is precisely why when he went into seclusion, Lan WangJi visited him frequently and talked about Jgy's good deeds when he was alive, because Lwj knew the weight in his brother's heart. Mostly his broken feelings.