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Went on a late walk in the rain tonight, deeply dark out there. I was wrong about the houses’ lanterns- only some are TVs, there really are a lot of actual lanterns- and wistful yellow-lit windows. You never see anybody in those houses, they’re as silent as the grave
Suburbs at night are like giant graveyards and they have their own brand of eeriness different from that of forests at night. I was saying the Jesus prayer out loud during the whole duration of my walk, and that with the rain was causing me to Feel It even more so
Not too far from where I live there is a weird medium’s house and across from that is a building which just unnerves me. I peeked inside the building’s windows and I got irrationally alarmed, what I saw in there was nothing interesting but it looked like the kind of places I end
up in when I am dreaming. It almost leaned on the side of nightmare. There were cars racing noisily through the rain and with my prayer I was definitely working myself up into a very superstitious state of mind, for no reason other than dumb thrills. Dumb. But all the same...
I think that tweet about schizophrenia being an overdose of intuition makes sense. If you just let your intuition take the wheel completely everything would make sense but everything would be haunted and dangerous. Anyways. Im dumb
This kind of dread is really the most unnerving of them all. You feel like someone must’ve gotten murdered where you’re looking at https://mobile.twitter.com/CandorOfTheWhey/status/1254224515183321093
I remember reading an article about “women’s intuition” with stories of like women who would get really unnerved and then find out yes that person was a murderer or whatever
Women are schizo and men are autistic. People on here have said that before. That’s kind of why I’m not so misogynistic. The real women are out there tripping. They’re flowing and perpetually #owning science
Maybe schizophrenia isn’t when your intuition overload is “wrong” maybe it’s just when it’s too much at once to handle https://mobile.twitter.com/1979F100/status/1254226755294035969
