I deadass been forcing shitty relationships with family and bad friends and lovers because I just wanted the intimacy. Be wanting to feel loved so bad, I forced myself in people’s lives like LOVE ME TF?! Had to ask myself at what costs though?

Like what the fuck am I gaining being around mfs who don’t even want me there? And if I even gotta question if you want me around, that’s not a space for me. Go where you’re loved and desired and it’s genuine. Don’t let a mf tell you twice you ain’t it.