I'm really - into whatever dynamic is happening ep 49, with lwj referring to his brother as zewu-jun and lxc calling him by his name

these marriage robes are gorrrrgeoussssss

hahaha slapping him and then calling him a-yao. cool, so I'm: in hell! god poor jin ling! this is horrible for both jin ling and lxc, I hate this!

oh wow in the show literally it isnt wwx losing control of wen ning? huh - ngl I dont care for that change much

god poor jin ling. this is fucking awful, actually. like - jgy isn't wrong here overall! but also god poor jin ling.

bringing up that jgs didn't let him hold jl as an infant - christ! this poor poor kid, goddamn - that much more guilt and regret heaped on him

I just screamed BAXIA??? out loud like the beyonce meme, it's happening it's happening its happening!!!!!!!!!!!!

jin ling is like - when you grow up and realize your parents are just people, fragile and fallible

except with the additional detail that all his uncles are war criminals (except Jiang cheng, who did a bunch of murders during peacetime lol)

god poor jin ling, even now he loves his uncle and doesn't want him to die :c

GOD JC'S FACE WHEN HE TOSSES HIM CHENQING! I'M IN HELL!!!!!!!!!

nhs!!! nmj protecting him from beyond the grave!!!!!

oh the moment where you see nhs, suddenly serious, over lwj's shoulder...

haha fuck! fuck!! lxc with his eyes closed! the disbelief on jgy's face! the moment where he realizes - hm. the moment where he realizes how much he misunderstood nhs, and also that he's lost lxc?? cool! cool!!!! love! that!!!!!! I'm going to die!!!!!! I hate this show!!!!!!