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2017 it’s been a month since started working, ke fresh blood kana. 1,2,1,2 handsome young man ke yoo in my office catching my eye. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥺" title="Pleading face" aria-label="Emoji: Pleading face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥺" title="Pleading face" aria-label="Emoji: Pleading face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥺" title="Pleading face" aria-label="Emoji: Pleading face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="❤️" title="Red heart" aria-label="Emoji: Red heart">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="❤️" title="Red heart" aria-label="Emoji: Red heart"> ke utlwa di butterfly at this point, I already see myself in a wedding dress.

So yaanong he is there looking all handsome then he hears my colleague mentioning that should call a cab ke ye bus rank cause i was going for a weekend at Gabs. Baby boy is like “ give me your number you don’t need a cab when i am around, i’ll pick you up”. Ehe?

Love of my life o nkisa Bus rank, he tells me gore I should tell him were i am every 30 minutes since jwaneng-Gabs is just 2hrs. Alright baby is doing all the right things and at this point i am impressed. The whole weekend we are on the phone go nice go love lives here.

I come back ka Sunday, he picks me up and on the way to my place he tells me gore he wants me to be his woman. Fast forward we are 6 months into this things go le love lives here, ne kele in love i was even annoying my bestie. Di baecation left right and centerhttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="❤️" title="Red heart" aria-label="Emoji: Red heart">

So ke setse ke le makoti kana https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤦🏽‍♀️" title="Woman facepalming (medium skin tone)" aria-label="Emoji: Woman facepalming (medium skin tone)"> I legit go to work ke tswa ko gagagwe. Ke apeela baby dinner le lunch for ha ale ko tirong. Guys kare ne ke bona lesirehttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face">.

So idk how but I discovered gore he blocked me on Facebook, but since i am the ghel i had another Facebook account the I searched his name booommm profile picture ke woman and child. At this poitpelo ya betsa guys i keep going through pictures ke bona di matching outfits https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💔" title="Broken heart" aria-label="Emoji: Broken heart">

So i call him ke mo raya kere come over baby. Ha goroga ke mo raya ke “spit it out, tell me the whole truth before i tell you what I discovered”. O tswa ka tsone boy “ no akere i told you i have kids, but the one part i left out ke gore i am still with the mother.” -

“But baby you know that i love you and all that really doesn’t matter” at the point mo ditsebeng ke utlwa “tswiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii” I could feel my heart in my throat. Ke deeply in love at this point, i did not even say “it’s over” i just told him to leave.

I walk away he grabs me from the back I act dramatic and tell him to leave me, he just hugs me tightly as i cry my lungs out and keeps saying “baby i am sorry, baby I really love you” then he kisses me. Did I resist? No https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Face with tears of joy" aria-label="Emoji: Face with tears of joy">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Face with tears of joy" aria-label="Emoji: Face with tears of joy">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Face with tears of joy" aria-label="Emoji: Face with tears of joy">. Go days of our lives at this point.

I forgave him and my stupid ass chose to continue the relationship. Ya tswelala relationship go love lives here. Go nice I continue seeing my self in that wedding dress.

Fast forward to 9/10 months. I know gore baby o ile ko gae. No fine okae. Boomm shoshial media man in a suit, woman in a wedding dress. Ke rola digalase, ke supegetsa colleague ke mmotsa gore a o bona se ke se bonang. Baby is getting married and that’s definitely not me https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💔" title="Broken heart" aria-label="Emoji: Broken heart">

I broke in the office people thought someone close to me has diedhttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face"> everyone keeps asking what’s wrong and I can’t even talk i am basica close to fainting. Ke neelwa the day to go sleep. Ke itseela leave gore ke ye ko ga Mma Sebolao ke ye go lela sentle.

He comes back from his wedding and tells gore i am the love of his life and he will always love me. And i just said “ bye” i did not ask any questions, didn’t seak closure. I just left because I couldn’t. Johh mjolo kile wa batla go mpolaya guys https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Face with tears of joy" aria-label="Emoji: Face with tears of joy">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Face with tears of joy" aria-label="Emoji: Face with tears of joy">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Face with tears of joy" aria-label="Emoji: Face with tears of joy">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Face with tears of joy" aria-label="Emoji: Face with tears of joy">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Face with tears of joy" aria-label="Emoji: Face with tears of joy">