I die a little every single day.When i saw him talking with other friends instead of me its kill me.
I have had sleepless nights.
Personally i am an emotionally sensitive person and he was the perfect exmple of best friend .
He was always there for me.
I miss him so much .

My heart breaks.I wish i would rewind back time and take it what is used to be .Those memories haunt me every day .
Everyone used to be jealous of our friendship.Look what it is now .
When i see my friends with their best friends, i can& #39;t help feeling jealous.

Some days its feel like he& #39;s still here , but then i wake up from my dreams.
I wonder why life snatches the best things from us.
Its so gloomy these days... I dnt even feel happy without him.
I am breaking every single day.Every single night. I cry .I wish for one more chance.

I have lost faith on people.I dnt let anybody too close.I push them away because i am scared it will happen again .
You get so attached and then thy leave.
Just leave.
Without even a proper good bye .

I dnt think i will be making a best friend again.
I have had far too many bad experiances, its broken me completely now.
I am not strong any more.
I am tired now just tired .
Enough is enough .