I'm tired.

I shouldn't find photos of myself as a child being raped when I'm just scrolling through my Twitter feed. I shouldn't have to go looking for images of my own abuse because platforms refuse to do the bare minimum to police their own content. This isn't my job.

I should be able to just be a kid. My childhood was stolen from me by my abusers & traffickers. I should be able to live my life in peace now that I'm free from that abuse. I should be able to scroll through Twitter without seeing images of my torture.

I should be able to focus on school, and college, and recovery from my trauma. I shouldn't have to search for my own abuse and force platforms to remove it knowing that if I don't, no one else will. I shouldn't live in fear of my abuse getting shared and reposted every day.

None of this is okay.

I'm so fucking tired.