A couple of people have pointed this out to me, but do I speak too slowly?
maybe the issue is that I need to be more high energy rather than speaking faster.
I just want to grow as an entertainer, I don& #39;t want to be making videos a year from now that are not better than I& #39;m making right now.
When I really look over my skillset, I think the thing I& #39;m & #39;best at& #39;, the thing that I feel like I should focus my energy on, is being entertaining and funny. I feel like that& #39;s what I can bring to the table.
I don& #39;t have the research chops that a lot of my contemporaries have, and I feel in a lot of ways I& #39;ve been swimming against the current trying to be like they are instead of leaning into the thing I feel like I& #39;m actually good at.
At the end of the day, while people might learn things from my videos I don& #39;t feel as though that& #39;s what they come to them for. I feel like I& #39;d be better off, and more creatively fulfilled, just leaning in a goofier and less didactic direction.