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i wasn’t really in the best mood today and i even planned not to use my phone. i was about to take a nap when i received the notification and the moment i saw the emojis, i just knew it was felix.+

i’ve never opened an app that fast before and when i saw that he was really live i thought i was dreaming. i’ve always wondered when he’ll do his own live and icb he did it when i most needed him to. it still feels like a dream tho hhh +

today was supposed to be the 2nd time i’ll get to see him in person but ofc things happened. this live is a gift bc i still got to see him even just through the camera. he really made this day so special and im so thankful for that. +

ofc being the cry baby that i am, i bawled my eyes till the end of his live but his voice is so soothing and it really calmed me down. just listening and looking at him made me feel secure and safe. +

felix radiates so much warmth and he really is a sunshine. he is my happiness and he keeps me going. im so so so proud of him for doing this live and im sure it helped a lot of people too. he did great :) +

felix is the purest and most precious person ever. god he deserves the whole universe. im so happy to see a lot of people showering him with love bc that’s what he deserves. +

idek why i made this thread but i just wanna thank him for his time and for making this day really special. it really really means a lot. i can’t wait to see him again, be it in person or in his next live :D

my baby fairy, i love you so much <3