you missed my “talk” last night that i deleted ;) Mostly, because taking photographs is hard. photoshoots can be awkward and i guess sometimes you wear your emotion on your face. I think what is bothersome is that people think it’s okay specifically to ask a woman to smile. https://twitter.com/coaplay/status/1253999108827877378

sometimes being real makes people uncomfortable. part of me really wants to smile in photos. I just feel silly. all the hair and makeup. trying to awkwardly navigate how I should look hoping others approve of that image.everything being so external when my music is very internal.

realizing that some people will only see what I look like and feeling like what I have to say is so much more important than that.