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i am going to make an apology on this account for everyone about my past actions and i’ll explain them as best i can. first of all i am sorry for saying ignorant and horrible comments but i’d like to explain myself and apologise before leaving for good. 1/
no i did not sexualise finn. if you think i did? i didn’t. i am not 20 years old or bi. i am a 17 year old lesbian who is younger than him. i can see how those jokes could be taken inappropriately and that wasn’t my intention so i do apologise for that 2/
for the racist part. i honestly had no idea the things i was saying could be considered as racist and i educated myself through different friends of how they could be to some and so i apologise for anything i’ve said that may be considered racist 3/
i wanted to clear up about my fake mileven account months ago. i was not the one misgendering people in fact when the person i did it with did misgender people it offended me and i quickly stopped and apologised to the small number of people i hurt while they continued 4/
doesn’t make what i did ok but i had already apologised and learned from that situation. i’ve apologised for a lot of situations but i didn’t want to just magically make up an apology out of no where because it doesn’t seem sincere so i wanted to take 5/
time to wrap my thoughts clearly around everything before saying anything and i have. what i’ve said is wrong and i acknowledge that and recognise that. i wanted others to respect my privacy because by leaking other accounts that may be mine my irls are seeing it’s outing me 6/
nevertheless i know what i have said and done is wrong and ignorant and disgusting so i sincerely apologise once again. i am sorry and i’m not just saying that i am. i came on this account to say it so you’ll know it’s from me and not from someone you don’t recognise 7/
i was friends with a lot of you who attacked me and i wish you would’ve dmed me your issues but i understand your anger and so i respect you speaking up about something that offended you or your friends because i would do the same thing 8/
and so again i am sorry. next part is for people who care about me so if you came here for the apology you can leave now. thank you for hearing me out and i hope you can forgive me but if you can’t i totally understand completely thank you for reading 9/
tw suicide, outing
i have had scares with suicide attempts the last weeks that this has been happening including last night. my mental health is horrible which is why i ask if you can respect my privacy on other accounts. i was also outed again yesterday 10/
i have had scares with suicide attempts the last weeks that this has been happening including last night. my mental health is horrible which is why i ask if you can respect my privacy on other accounts. i was also outed again yesterday 10/
and so you can see how two events this crazy has affected me and continues to do so. i am not looking for sympathy at all and bringing mental illness is not part of an excuse or an apology hence why i’ve separated them but i don’t want people worrying 11/
i have depression and anxiety and i’m in the middle of being diagnosed with bipolar or bpd. these aren’t excuses for my actions. explanations for me lashing out sometimes maybe. these disorders don’t make me say these offensive things but they do 12/
influence my reactions to bad situations which is often why i would ignore or leave the situation because my brain simply could not handle what needed to be said at that moment without it sounding irrational 13/
i haven’t been happy in the time i’ve been away. not one bit. i have felt overwhelming guilt and depression since i left but i was always going to come back and apologise for my actions. and i will do so for anyone who wants a personal apology you can dm me 14/
i again just wanted to make it clear what i had to say without it being unethical or all over the place. i respect some of you who have respected my privacy during this time. that you’ve given me the room to change and grow as a person 15/
to my friends who have stuck by me after i apologised for my actions and who heard me out thank you. you mean everything to me and without you these past few days would’ve been hell. none of them excused my actions before anyone asks but they chose to forgive and move past it 16/
i want to say thank you for reading this thread. i will add anything additional i may have forgotten later. again my head is not really in the best place so forgive me if i miss anything out. i am willing to own up to my mistakes and apologise 17/
again please respect my privacy during these times where my mental health is not 100% and don’t go looking for my instagram again. you can be mad at me but please respect that. again i am sorry for my actions and i hope you can forgive me 18/
but again if you can’t i totally and completely understand fully because no one is obligated to accept this apology at all. but thank you again for reading. you won’t be hearing from me again .19.
