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REASONS TO CRY 101

Genya, after losing his little siblings to his demon mother who was later killed by his older brother that left him, ALL IN ONE, lost EVERYTHING and grew up with that guilt and pain

he didn't have friends, he didn't have anyone, only himself and the memories of his families and the GUILT of not only being unable to save his family but also sending his older brother away

and he always tried to apparoach sanemi but sanemi had reasons for turning away

he really did go through years of nothing but loneliness and pain and guilt. his unhappiness was why he was constantly angry but LOOK at what happened when he finally GOT friends, people to care about and muck around with, people to call family again

AND THEN FINALLY, HE SEES THAT HIS BROTHER REALLY DOES STILL LOVE HIM BUT WHY THE FUCK DID IT HAVE TO ONLY BE ON HIS DEATH BED

a moment that will haunt sanemi, who shut out his little brother for years hoping he would turn out better for it, only for his exact fear to come true

so yeah in conclusion the shinezugawa brothers both lead lonely lives apart when they could have resolved things earlier and had each others backs but instead they paid the price of unspoken words and only felt eachothers love for about five minutes before one of them died gn

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