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I just wanna do a backstory thread...
Story between me and my ex, this not somehow toxic, but it's something I treasured back then.
Story between me and my ex, this not somehow toxic, but it's something I treasured back then.
We met at April 17, 2017, I was pulling pranks sa mga ol sa messenger and I came across his acc.
I knew him na noon, he was my friends tropa... And since then, we started to have deep late night talks na palagi.
He became my bestfriend/ lover.. We shared almost everything, he was my damn all.... And I loved him. Deeply....
During are SHS, we became classmates and celebrated our 2 yrs relationship, everything was all good, "perfect" I guess was the right term to describe it...
Everything in our relationship was a secret, pero sa fam ko lang... Since strict ang lola nyo hahahah.. Pero okay naman kasi since he's parents knew me. And that is the greatest blessing God ever gave me besides loving him...
Pero during that perfect relationship, we had arguments and misunderstandings... (Every relationship does) and I was glad we managed those circumstances...
Pero during our "almost 3rd year" our loved just stopped... Maybe somehow for him it didn't, but for me it did.... I wasn't the perfect partner and he wasn't.. He would hurt me in ways I didn't expect and I would hurt him back...
I was sorry for him.. Really, kasi I would promised him the whole world and my whole love.. But I broke everything.
I can't say na I gave up and fell out love lang noon... For me, our relationship together wasn't working na, kasi the set up we had didn't made me happy na....
For me to be free and happy I had to let him go, kasi I don't wanna be selfish and stay dahil I don't wanna hurt him.
And also, there are days na I would cry kasi people would tend to judge me, how do I manage to leave him all of a sudden daw, in fact I had sleepless nights trying to fix myself, trying to make that decision....
If people, my friends see us a prefect couple and happy one.. I'm sorry but we're not... There are part of us people wont understand, and I hate it when they mistook it for "falling out of love".
I wish if it was perfect as it may sound, even if includes problems and all, I would stay... I Would fuckin stay, but it's not just like that.
I didn't made this thread to show who loved and who stayed more.. I'm thankful he was part of my life, he taught me lessons I never thought I would.. And I hope, you'll be genuinely happy.
