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I just wanna do a backstory thread...
Story between me and my ex, this not somehow toxic, but it& #39;s something I treasured back then.
Story between me and my ex, this not somehow toxic, but it& #39;s something I treasured back then.
We met at April 17, 2017, I was pulling pranks sa mga ol sa messenger and I came across his acc.
I knew him na noon, he was my friends tropa... And since then, we started to have deep late night talks na palagi.
He became my bestfriend/ lover.. We shared almost everything, he was my damn all.... And I loved him. Deeply....
During are SHS, we became classmates and celebrated our 2 yrs relationship, everything was all good, "perfect" I guess was the right term to describe it...
Everything in our relationship was a secret, pero sa fam ko lang... Since strict ang lola nyo hahahah.. Pero okay naman kasi since he& #39;s parents knew me. And that is the greatest blessing God ever gave me besides loving him...
Pero during that perfect relationship, we had arguments and misunderstandings... (Every relationship does) and I was glad we managed those circumstances...
Pero during our "almost 3rd year" our loved just stopped... Maybe somehow for him it didn& #39;t, but for me it did.... I wasn& #39;t the perfect partner and he wasn& #39;t.. He would hurt me in ways I didn& #39;t expect and I would hurt him back...
I was sorry for him.. Really, kasi I would promised him the whole world and my whole love.. But I broke everything.
I can& #39;t say na I gave up and fell out love lang noon... For me, our relationship together wasn& #39;t working na, kasi the set up we had didn& #39;t made me happy na....
For me to be free and happy I had to let him go, kasi I don& #39;t wanna be selfish and stay dahil I don& #39;t wanna hurt him.
And also, there are days na I would cry kasi people would tend to judge me, how do I manage to leave him all of a sudden daw, in fact I had sleepless nights trying to fix myself, trying to make that decision....
If people, my friends see us a prefect couple and happy one.. I& #39;m sorry but we& #39;re not... There are part of us people wont understand, and I hate it when they mistook it for "falling out of love".
I wish if it was perfect as it may sound, even if includes problems and all, I would stay... I Would fuckin stay, but it& #39;s not just like that.
