nice to be awake not because my brain is melting from anxiety i’m just deep into a dumb book i want to finish

honestly i’ve been feeling so absolutely insane and wasn’t functional really so i decided to start speaking to a therapist

when we were speaking today and I kept explaining how i was so paralyzed by the uncertainty of covid19 and she was like but didn’t you move through life before which has always been uncertain and i was like https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤯" title="Exploding head" aria-label="Emoji: Exploding head">