Today was a very dark day in the hospital. We had several patient pass and I’m only 20 minutes removed from a code blue where I could hear the family on the phone crying as the doctor told them we were stopping compressions. They hadn’t been able to see her for weeks

This is happening all over the place and it’s not unique, but there is something different when you experience and see it with your own eyes. We are not out of this. We cannot just assume it’ll be gone by May. Please stay home. Please social distance. Please be safe

I’m just sitting in my car in a hospital parking garage alone and I just feel like I need to just sit here and try not to break down. I’m willingly putting myself at risk for this and I am going to continue to do it because that’s where I’m needed. But right now I’m just so tired