oh boy it& #39;s time for a vent thread!!!!!!!

i& #39;ve been getting really sad at around 10 PM every night for the past few days, and as of tonight I can finally put my finger on why: i care too much about the past

i& #39;ve just been looking up old shit on discord to make myself feel better but in reality doing so has just made things worse. all i wanna do every time after i& #39;m done is leave my friends and never look back.

i also think i care too much about my reputation. like when i told people i was alright and just needed to think about things after the whole gutseh/tom nook& #39;s nuts fiasco, bruh no i wasn& #39;t i was fucking sobbing the next day. man i need to learn to take jokes better.

man i need to stop living in the past. man i need to distance myself from certain people better. i& #39;m probably gonna delete this thread in the morning out of regret i just really wanted to get this shit off my chest i& #39;m gonna try and feel better now.