I’m so TIRED of my parents butting in and constantly interrogating me on my eating and exercise habits. Yes, I’m slacking a bit rn but we are in the MIDDLE OF A FUCKING PANDEMIC. THERE’S OTHER SHIT TO WORRY ABOUT.

And the thing is, if they were to kindly check in on my physical AND mental health, I wouldn’t mind. But saying, “why haven’t you exercised?” “why did you stop?” “what are you eating?” “don’t stop your progress” it’s really triggering.

comments like these make me want to starve myself, or binge eat, and those are eating behaviors I’m trying so hard to avoid. And the funniest thing of all is that I HAVEN’T EVEN GAINED WEIGHT. I’ve actually LOST weight, so if that’s the concern why bother me?

Ive lost nearly 90 lbs, I’m only EIGHT lbs away from my goal weight. It makes me feel like all the progress I’ve made means absolutely nothing. I swear I wish I lived on my own so I could be at peace and not deal with this bullshit EVERY DAY

I know y’all probably don’t care and I’m definitely oversharing but this is my way of letting everything out since I don’t even have the privacy to cry and I can’t go see my boyfriend or friends. So I’ll end this thread with a progress pic because fuck this