today has been so weird. woke up at 4 unable to sleep, then finally got back to sleep, had a bizarre dream which forced me to wake up. when i woke up it was stuffy and very windy, stayed in bed feeling super tired & finished listening to a podcast abt the history of star wars(https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="👇🏼" title="Down pointing backhand index (medium light skin tone)" aria-label="Emoji: Down pointing backhand index (medium light skin tone)">)

which depressed me bc what disney did to george lucas is just depression. then hopped on twitter and read this thread and resulting in a panic attack. now it’s 12.50pm and my brain cannot process all of this shit. on top it all, we’re in a global pandemic. wtf is happening https://twitter.com/_kremlinsshadow/status/1253138247217229828">https://twitter.com/_kremlins...

warning https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="⚠️" title="Warning sign" aria-label="Emoji: Warning sign"> seriously y’all, DO NOT read this thread unless u want to cry/have anxiety/rage at everything ppl did to michael. in other words, don’t read it if u ain’t ready for it cuz i wasn’t ready for it and literally am short of breath and am having a crisis rn

i don’t think i can even look @ a picture of michael for the next week without crying/having a panic attack, bye for now https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😔" title="Pensive face" aria-label="Emoji: Pensive face">

idk how his family does it, idk how his kids do it but bOY are they strong. to the ppl who allowed this to happen to such a hard working family, fuck u, y’all deserve to be in hell and just know if i ever see any of u i will punch ur face as hard as i can without hesitation