I know that sometimes blocking is always the best, but I don't want to be like that either.

Like– If someone whom you were friendly just erase u from their contacts; is awkward being around, specially when you know that they didn't fucking care what you felt about that.

And it's fine to be like that too, I don't mind that much. But it always let me with the question of what the hell do about it.

How to approach, how to interact even with the most normal like, when the other person states that they don't want you around, yet they don't block u.

Ughhhh. I promised no more venting after my break, but hell– environment isn't helping.

Gosh, even when you caught the other person in a blatant lie, I can't hit that button.

Unfollowing an acting like strangers will do I hope x.x

I'm starting to remember why I left RP a time ago til now.

Like, I don't care if we stop RPing, that's secondary, but please– don't act like actual people behind the characters are disposable. And if you need a break, TALK. Don't just delete people.

You know what is worse? I spent much time redacting trying to match the post length, just to not be dissapointing. I guess I'm still disappointing regardless what I do.

Annnd, to end this thread of shittyness, I thought that maybe joining some brothel in game will be better, not just limiting to twitter.

But I've been reading the application of the only one I liked of my search and, damn, the writting expectations are way too high for a non-native English speaker like me. So, yeah. That little excitement is vanished too.

I'm really sorry for the thread. But I need to spit this poison somewhere.