Ngl, today was a struggle. No college work done and no motivation. That just what I need going into the exam period of lockdown....funny how the only part of normal life I was allowed keep was also the worst part of my life....stress of college work

But I did update my twitter bio, so give that shit a look, it’s the opposite of what it used to be

Defo losing my mind tho. Looking back at my tweets from the strat of lockdown and I talked about my mental health improving from having nothing to do except process. Yeah. Fair to say that’s changed, would take a 12 and half hour in work over stuck at home 100% now

I’m just gonna ramble here on this thread for a bit. Got nothing else to do. So let’s see, I’ve read 5 books during lockdown now. Way more than normal. That’s a positive. Except my motivation to read has now died as well. Great

My motivation to watch Netflix and Disney plus has not died tho. Had to turn off my weekly screen report cause it depressed me seeing how long I spend online now hahaha

I definitely need a good hobby now. Sitting and watching shows ain’t cutting it anymore. I would run. But I’d would defiantly collapse in a heap an is don’t want to contribute to the nurses problems

Right I think that’s today’s grievances out anyway. Twitter has become my therapist. Might get a real one when this ends. God knows I have enough to talk to them about