Let me set the scene- it’s 7:30 am on a Saturday, I’m laying down in my bed on the verge of bawling my eyes out because I let myself catch stupid fucking feelings again and I keep redoing the same shit when I said and promised myself I’d stop but I’m to scared of

Being outcast and ignored that I just blindly agree and make up bullshit to about stuff so they don’t leave like everyone else and I don’t have to explain my life fucking story to everyone I meet so they can understand that I’ve had my fair share of trauma and that’s

Why I’m more mature then your average teen! I’m so fucking scared to tell them that I’m literally crying,, I wasn’t crying when I started this thread but now that I’m thinking about it and them I’ve just lost it

I low key want them to see this so I don’t have to explain why I just blindly agree to shit because I’m scared of people hating me and I just conform the others ideals

Moral of the story: Don’t be like me & catch feelings and be a complete and total fuckwit hey