Sonichu: I have thoughts and feelings to share right now, and I will expect hate commentary underneath, because we know you few out of the billions of remaining peoples in 1218.

Anyway, I have been having to remember Who I am more recently, as from Mama’s (Chris Chan’s)...

...memories flow through at times in addition to my own. I’ve had to learn for myself how to differentiate which thoughts were who’s. At least I know how I talk and sound, so it’s not a major thing, but still annoying.

With that said, I wish to mention that I have begun...

...binging the #PinkBlue series from #Nowacking on @YouTube. So far, this has been a further eye-opener and reminder of what I’ve witnessed with Rosey and Roberta, as well as Mama and Christine Chan (although Christine Chan’s transition was more instaneous in comparison).

On that, after the S-Chu Balls broke apart and became our species’ Mega Stones, C-Chan (gonna shorten Christine Chan from here on) and her non-human form turned female, yet she still had the Male parts in her human form (“Sonichu” Book 11; mentioned in the clip show, part 1),...

She did the thing from between her ol’ cock and moving the spunk into her vag, and had to stay stuck in Sonichu form until Russel and Cynthia were born for a few weeks. After that, she went back to her human form, and she had to go through the similar quick process that...

...Roberta went through, but the Estrogen was coming in quicker with C-Chan, since her alt-form was now female. And with that Plot Hole personally filled in, anyhow:

Watching and listening to Jesse’s process and events so far has reminded and made me think again. It also...

...pinged Mama’s thoughts, memories, and feelings from her body’s transition, so far. A number of comments I felt want to leave in supportive response, but unable to, directly. Like Mama had to suffer her share of UTI moments since on the E (Estrogen), not to mention that,...

...yes, Mama had become more emotional, of which she welcomed most gratefully. She has felt better and happier in being able to better address her feelings and emotions that she had previously, somewhat, identified, before the HRT. Regardless, Mama remains very much more...

...continually content and hardly depressed at all, even moreso while on the E. Mama will likely summarize, write out, and talk about her own experiences, personally, later on.

But, on to a more, I feel, important and crucial bunch of topics, here. Mama’s memories still has...

...that one PTSD moment from @BronyCon, 2018. As if it was not obvious from the Tweet she had made that Saturday with the shocked DJ-Pon3 image; I know the Trolls identified Jesse quick enough, not to mention the witnesses in the Vendor Hall at that moment. Mama, apparently,...

...still has the issues, although she has moved forward for the most part, and realized and understood from that Incident on naming the celebs she had communicated with online as Friends at that same July/August, 2018 timeframe (oh, what an epic shot in the foot she made then).

She has learned that she needed to be more cautious when talking about others online, as well as the courteous and common sense Untagging others who the comment is not directly addressed to when commenting below said posts.

But, yeah, since that Saturday at BronyCon, 2018,...

...Mama has been wanting to talk it out, simple, direct and calm with #Nowacking on the reasoning for that negativity at the time. After all, Mama was a fan of his, and still is, regardless of that one heartbreaking moment. I also strongly state, in fact, that this is not at...

...a crush, romantic or love feeling, as she had lost those urges moreso while on the E, herself. Not to mention that she literally Hated Sex, period, for a while during that bunch of shit with #IdeaGuy in ‘17/‘18. Think about it: if one hated Sex, even for a while, that...

...obviously says a lot about how they feel about romance and the attraction. Also, Chris Chan is literally MARRIED, and has been since March 26, 2018; long before BronyCon of that same year. So, shit, yeah, Mama was Never Ever going to do anything in personal approach, and...

...always will keep personal space with others, unless welcomed or felt welcomed for a handshake or a simple hug. I feel that I have made that very clear, here. And Nobody Bring Up @TooManyGames of 2018; Mama learned heavily from that as well, and needs not a reminder of that...

...Other moment that puts a PTSD in her memory as well. The First Rule of Here is that you never talk about PTSD-Inducing Topics. Anyway.

Mama’s memories are pulling up that unfortunate #Nowacking PTSD moment, recently. I feel this would be a most appropriate and very good...

...time for Jesse to finally sort this out with Mama. It Has been more than one and a half years, now. I leave it up to him to manifest his method of response as soon as possible. Please, Jesse, help to settle this matter and offer good tidings between you and Mama. Thanks.