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i know my worth. i know my purpose. but sometimes, when i feel useless, i completely lose hope. i go insane. one trigger and i harm myself in every way possible.
there are a lot of people who showers me with love and affection but i canât help but to feel the weight on my shoulders that i forget the true things that matter.
those people who hurt me. i can never forgive them. for the sake of my peace? no. i am not the one who is bothered here. go die with your guilt. i will never forget what youâve done to me.
i know who i am. i know where i want to be. someday, i will be able to prove that you are wrong, and you are responsible for the grudges that i hold.
iâm a human. no matter how slow or fast the progress is, it is not linear. i will always breakdown. but who is here to comfort me? myself, of course. and i am fucking grateful to be stronger everyday.
everytime i cry, i remember how much of a bitch i can be. and that i will never quit. i can turn the tables upside down. i will forever guilt you without even trying. and iâm not sorry.
i left with a purpose. i discharged myself with a reason. your words will never take me down. i have more of it than you can ever give.
i donât care about your opinion. i donât care about your feelings. i donât care about your response. as long as i remember, you have done me so much worse than that.
you donât have the right to give comments about my process, my journey, and my pain. at this exact moment, i donât really care who you were anymore at good times. i don& #39;t even remember any of it at all.
but i will not hurt you back. i wonât punch you in the face, no matter how much i want to. i wonât drag you down, just like you did to me a million times everyday. i wonât laugh at your success, because i won you over since the day you laughed at each of my failures.
i may have been emotionally unstable for 5 fucking years and counting but you gifted me a rage that i will always consider as a treasure that i can use to empower myself. because each and every day that i suffer, behind it, i know thereâs someone who loves to see me to.
and thatâs i realize how powerful i am. imagine how hard, how long these people tried to shower me with hate, deprivation, and pressure. my worth is built by that much. they had to take me down to get me out of their way.
how funny it is to start this thread empty-crying with a forever-heavy heart, and now iâm ending it with a genuine smile. but iâll end this with the same sentence.
i know my worth.
i know my worth.
