/// it's one of those moments again where i cant help but feel so so so thankful for everyone i've met and became friends with here and so so so thankful to everyone i've interacted with. seriously i just... i care about each and every one of you... even if we dont interact, even

/// if we dont talk, simply knowing i've made someone happy makes me feel so much more happiness than i could ever explain. no matter how many times the chaotic cycle goes on, i still care and love each and every one of you so much. i'm speaking as the admin right now because

/// i seriously cant hold it in. no matter how many times i may say it, no matter how many times i may show it, it's never ever enough!! you're all so frickin valid and loved and cared for here. i would never wish ill upon any of you, no matter who you are... if you need help

/// thats ok, get the help you need. if you need a hug, come here and i'll hug you. if you really need a shoulder to lean on and a place to vent, im right here for ya buddy. you're not obligated to stay online 24/7, your health comes first!! take care of yourself, treat yourself

/// sometimes! it's ALWAYS OKAY to take a break when needed!! Don't push yourself too hard, and please please know that you deserve so much more and so much better than you may think. You're worth every ounce of affection and care and attention you receive! Youre not a burden,

/// youre not annoying, and if others say so, well it's their opinion, which is also valid. But remember that doesnt make you any less valid and your troubles any less of a problem. You may think "others have it worse than me", but you know, your situation could be better too!

/// Dont put down your own problems like that! it's ok to feel sad, it's ok to not always be strong. sometimes you have to break to become stronger... and you're strong. You've made it this far in life, you're so frickin strong and dont let anyone tell you youre not worth

/// anything because you... youre worth so much more than you think, more than what others think. and im here to tell you that things WILL be okay. idk if things will get 100% better soon, but things *will* get better

/// im gonna stop the thread here cuz it's already longer than i thought it would be lol but yeah. youre all valid and i hope you know that... i just wanted to vent this all out cuz i really wanted to hrnghfngh so,,, i hope you have a great day today, tomorrow, and always!!