What a terrible night!
After watching that stupid movie with that stupid song... Man I think she already forget about me. And the worst thing is... It& #39;s 2am and I& #39;m locked down with my memories while she is locked down with a fresh new life.
Looking at the mirror, there& #39;s no feedback, the same old me. But, a funeral it& #39;s not a bad idea, my heart is... I don& #39;t know where it is. So let me tell you a story... A memoir...
Started in the stairs made of steel, I asked her if she wanted to be my girl, she said: let me sleep on it, give me the weekend.
I studied for a test I didn& #39;t need to study for. But it kept my mind out of it.
She said yes. I remember her, playing in the dirt with a silicon spider. We walked together, and finally before saying goodbye, she agreed.
And that& #39;s it. Simple, something we could never recover, the simplicity.
And tonight, thanks to the insomnia I remembered a place a used to call home. It was our hug, one girl one said that& #39;s not the way ex& #39;s should hug, so I guess we suck at play the only role we got left.
I wrote about her every now and then, and I know she reads me every never and some time then.
For those who don& #39;t know, Funeral is the first record of the fantastic: Arcade Fire! As in the voice of Rose... Something.
Don& #39;t you... Forget about me.
And it& #39;s important to acknowledge the pause between you and forget. We might be forgotten, although we didn& #39;t plan on doing it.
And it& #39;s important to acknowledge the pause between you and forget. We might be forgotten, although we didn& #39;t plan on doing it.
I should& #39;ve written: I miss you. Man I don& #39;t want to ruin her happiness, is the only thing I& #39;m not responsible of... And she deserve it... I swear, if one day you fall in love with a smile... You& #39;re doomed. And hers was worth it.
My friend, I miss you... I do. Everything will be awkward I know but maybe that& #39;s what I need. To feel alive. To feel something.
My darling, I miss you... I do.
I accepted my faith and my destiny. That& #39;s why I should follow you from a safe distance, a distance sometimes worldwide.
I accepted my faith and my destiny. That& #39;s why I should follow you from a safe distance, a distance sometimes worldwide.
3am. And here, the little things linger.
I wrote you too many letters... I don& #39;t really remember what was in all of them, I know you might have burn them or keep them in a box... I don& #39;t know, as I don& #39;t know you anymore.
Tomorrow I shall make this thread longer, I know nobody is reading. Just like you, you are not reading. Cause if you do... You& #39;ll know I think about you.
Wait for it, and if you know her... Please show her this... She might do something I am afraid to do... Orr maybe is because she is not a coward.