Back at the hotel from my shift. I never want to see another person die alone in a room with no 9ne there to hold there hand. There was nothing we could do. We exhausted all efforts. "Time of death" is now a phrase that will haunt me forever.

This experience has changed me. I'm mad. I'm mad at everyone. Im mad at myself. The anger inside me is because no one should have to pass like this. No one should be isolated when they leave. I can't back down. I have to try and save more.