Day 43!

Since I didn't sleep for a whole day now. I am awake for a whole night until morning, very hungry, and just using phone. 8:30am, I ate bfast and drink A LOT of coffee. and I feel like my brain isn't working properly, like I'm space out and can't think properly...

Simple plus and minus, I can't solve it and it took my 3-5 secs to respond to my mama when she ask me to do something. Like what the capital F! I'm used not to sleep for a day or 2 but why the hell I act like this?? Waeeeee?

Mamamatay na ba ako? sksksksksksksskks

Also, I just ate my bfast before 9, but 10am, my stomach warns me that I'm already hungry. So I decide to eat my lunch na. Since I'm space out or lutang, I didn't notice that mama cooked caldereta. I just notice it after I fried the ham for my lunch.

Because of that, my mama got mad, but I'm just staring at the wall while eating. I keep chewing and chewing but my throat don't want to swallow it. I feel like I'm hungry but I don't want to, but I'm hungry. It took me 1 hr before I finish my lunch.

After that, I tried to sleep in my bed but then again, I'm staring in nowhere. After 30 mins, nothing happen, I'm still awake.

I just realized that I can't take a bath, co'z mama told me that if I take a bath/shower, it can cause headache. So yeah, 'di ako maliligo ngayong araw PERO pwede namang maligo pero hindi babasain ulo, so it's okay.

I don't really know why, but I feel like I have mens now, though I don't have ng kepyas, but the attitude that I have right now minus the puson or stomach ache...

So after this, I'll try again to sleep and if still nothing happen, I'll just take my half bath...

ALSO, I enjoy typing this thread even though nobody cares and having a wrong grammar. Atleast my mind is working now. lol. I MISS TO TYPE A TEXT OR MESSAGE FOR SOMEONE SO I JUST TYPE THIS THREAD, para maibsana boredom ko hehhez. Kbye.