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this very platonic and completely one sided shit is still going 
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they& #39;ve injured themselves and somehow reminded of me while at the hospital and I& #39;ve been racking my brain if that& #39;s a good sign or if it& #39;s just normal
and of course I can& #39;t decide...I& #39;ve gave myself a fucking headache for thinking too damn much about this
I& #39;ll need another event to get us together and see with my own eyes - if they don& #39;t fall out from too much thinking
even though I have 0 followers, which means that no one asked, I& #39;m still going to tell the story of we came to this day
I was feeling like shit (didn& #39;t really realised it at the time, though) and went online (on my main account) to look for some people who liked the same stuff I did because even though my awesome friends were very lovely, they didn& #39;t (still don& #39;t) get most of my preferences
I don& #39;t really remember how and when, but around 8 years ago, I found, here, on Twitter, people who felt the exact same way as I did for some of my most treasured interests and I started to interact with them.
It was mostly about music and a specific band and, at the time, they weren& #39;t touring so we could only really talk about how cool they were and stuff like that.
I never really looked at this group of people as my friends, because I believed that one couldn& #39;t make friends online, but it& #39;s been nearly a decade and I& #39;ve traveled to see them, traveled WITH them, stayed at their places, so yes, overall, we& #39;re friends
And after a while, this band (even though we had similar taste in music and some of us had already been together to see other bands) decided to get back on tour and to have a date on my country
We were over the fucking moon, I can guarantee that, we were spread around the country and we only met in this sort of situation which was really cool
We were like 8 to 10 people (maybe more) and all of us had to travel to the site of the concert and even though we were "friends" and had been together at other events we didn& #39;t go together (we couldn& #39;t really because we all came from very different locations)
And two of those friends decided they wanted to do something that required help from the rest of the group. I was eager to help because I was comfortable enough with spending time with them, I knew most of them in person, except for this one person (lol, who knew)
I knew we had to split and I also knew that the ones I knew better were going to be together but I still was confident enough that I could pull this one through with someone that I already knew. And boy was I wrong
I mean, I knew all of them, we& #39;ve been in contact for a while, but online me wasn& #39;t anywhere near as me in person. Online me would be very vocal about things, if I liked the same shit as someone did, I would "go" and interact with them and I& #39;m not like that in person +
- I& #39;m very awkward at social situations.
But guess what happened? Of all the fucking people that were there I GOT PAIRED UP WITH THE ONLY PERSON I DID NOT FUCKING KNEW and also the one I spoke the least with
But guess what happened? Of all the fucking people that were there I GOT PAIRED UP WITH THE ONLY PERSON I DID NOT FUCKING KNEW and also the one I spoke the least with
I don& #39;t really remember much, I do remember it not being that awkward and we saved the fucking day
after that, I kept meeting up with some of the people from the group, but with this person in particular, we would only speak (as like much of the group) when this band came up or in the upcoming days of the concert.
it looks us 3 years to see each other again and we& #39;ve only met because they were queuing for longer and saved us a SWEEEEEEEET spot
after that, I don& #39;t really remember keeping in touch, we only exchanged I Instagram likes on the concert related posts and we met again in 2018, but we didn& #39;t see the concert together, we briefly met at the venue
and then, last year,the band returned and we& #39;ve met, this time going together. we& #39;ve been to several concerts, not really together but we& #39;ve later realised that both of us had been there so we sort of spoke about other bands and how about we could& #39;ve met if we& #39;d known that the +
- other was going, blah blah blah
but this time, somehow we sort of spent the WHOLE fucking gig chatting and on our group (which has quite changed in the 8 years that have gone by) this person was the only one who noticed that I started crying (with this particular band I go fucking crazy and always manage +
- to cry, even if the show isn& #39;t that good) and mocked me like, apparently they always have done.
This time we kept talking about the show and the next one and about stuff in general.
This time we kept talking about the show and the next one and about stuff in general.
Let me tell you that I am fucking awful at getting social queues. I really am. I only get the ones that are aimed towards other people, BUT, I& #39;m almost sure we sort of had a moment there. Which sort of explains the next few months
On said concert one of us (I really don& #39;t remember who but apparently was me) said to the other that it would be a great idea to go see another band to another country because their tour never came to ours.
This past November, out of the fucking blue, I just got this message "if you were to go see this band (not the one we discussed back at the concert, tho) which date would you choose, any of them would work for me"
That was the fucking equivalent of getting nudes (but the kind you want to get)!!!!!
We got to go and... Let me tell you, it was not awkward, I mean... In the past 8 years if we& #39;ve spent 24h together, I think I& #39;m exaggerating https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😅" title="Smiling face with open mouth and cold sweat" aria-label="Emoji: Smiling face with open mouth and cold sweat">
Best fucking trip of my life, let me tell you! They were so fucking nice to be around!!!! Even when everything went to shit!
This is the longest story ever and it& #39;s not even a love one... sorry, but not really sorry, though
