read @meltycos & @vulpinebones thread FIRST
I thought of Alexis/Sakythia cos as a friend. I believed the best in her. Throughout Katsucon I had no problem with her. When she bad-mouthed a mutual of ours who I was excited to see at Katsu, I was inclined to believe her.

I believed a lot of what she said.

From the time we met on, she started talking to me about Gerri/Ren. I thought this was weird considering the fact that Gerri and I are best friends and the messages sent enough red flags that I showed them to Gerri.

Neither of us really knew Alexis or what to make of it, but the both of us still choose to believe the best.

She had a way of escalating things that happened between friends. What was Gerri being busy, became Gerri being “inconsiderate” and “vain”.

No amount of communication could convince her she was at fault. Even when she took accountability, it was only for show.

When I tried to cut her out, she actively argued with and guilted me. Because she had bad mouthed Toni so bad & I had already decided we weren’t friends due to Gerri’s circumstance, I sent Toni the messages.

Alexis also guilted me for this even though all I did was make my friend aware that she wasn’t shit. Receipts below.

me trying to cut out alexis & them subsequently badmouthing @meltycos who had nothing to do with it in the process as well as blaming it on the fact their friend mistreated me 1/?

and alexis' response, manipulating me into continuing to talk to her & throwing toni under the bus for no reason

as you can see, i was accused of a lot of things for cutting her out. i couldn't talk about the whole situation because gerri didn't want me too. i just wanted this to a peaceful end to our relationship.

here i am telling her straight up how different these two sides look & asking her to stop fucking bringing up this irrelevant friend because they have nothing to do with this

this is it for the night for me because i'm exhausted, but here is the rest of my response to that. i should of just told her to fuck off. lessons learned. i'll finish this tomorrow

Something I forgot to mention was that before Fanime, Gerri had expressed to me that they didn't really want to pursue anything with Alexis sexually.

The fact that they did anything & I knew how Gerri felt sober was something that made me deeply uncomfortable.

I was going to continue on with this thread but I feel very drained & want to continue forgetting about Alexis like I was previously doing. Thanks for reading.