The hardest relationship I ever got out of was with a Addict. It was and still is painfully hard because I truly love him but not his addiction. I have to remind my brain of that all the time because my hearts craves for us, for him. However addictions don’t disappear over

night and people only change if they want to change. I will never get over the fact that he chose his addiction over me, I made him pick and he picked that even though he says he loves me. I don’t know what to think anymore, but I’m tired and deserve happiness so I let go.

It’s hard to let go when that is the only factor in your way. I was planning on spending my life with him forever, I hope one day he gets the help he needs and realizes why I did what I did. I hope he realizes I deserved more. I hope he realizes he missed out on true love.

I hope he realizes that life can be better than drinking all day. I really do.