i am so glad that i don't allow anyone to force me into any rigid way of thinking and going about how to honor my own life experience because i have done so much healing that has actually been rooted as change and i did it on my own for the most part.

and the root of that is not letting anyone project sickness and illness onto me. that was not bypassing a thing but i know who i am and how i experience life so you cannot call me sick based on something you READ and do not experience. of course they call us mentally "ill".

they stigmatize how you think, how you speak, how you communicate based on rules they decided to create for the most incomprehensible experience imaginable. how the fuck you calling someone mentally ill like anyone could ever fucking conceptualize being a human ...

humans been on earth this long and we're still figuring out how pregnancy works and that's one of the most basic things we do which is reproduce. and yet it is unfathomable. you expect anyone to really be normal here? what is "normal" but agreement to dull your uniqueness? foh

if i shamed myself and believed i couldn't work *with* my unique experiences instead of seeing myself as "broken", i wouldn't even be here. thank god i loved myself in that way before understanding that that's what self love is. i will always advocate for myself &be my own person