I know I probably don't cross your mind much anymore but I miss you like hell man, I miss talkin to you, I miss sharin stuff with you. It just I've so much memories with you that every little thing remind me of you. You know what I read our old convo it makes me realize how close

we used to be. I read our old convo and think about where I went wrong and screwed everythin up. I don't know why but I feel like it was my fault that I lost you. I can't bring myself to delete them. It would be like officially letting you go and I'm not ready to do that yet.

I don't want you out of my life I don't wanna lose you. The text you sent prove that you had feelings for me too at some point, that it wasn't always as one-sided as it feels now I know I should probably be done with you by now, and stop torturing myself.