I feel like lead inside. Everything is heavy and thick and I can't seem to get any momentum. I know this is because my usual coping mechanisms are off limits because of quarantine, and I'll develop new ones over time, but until then I'm a rock sinking a little more day by day.

It's like I have just enough in the tanks to get the small stuff done, but anything asking MORE sets me off and it takes hours to recover.

I'll get through it, I always do, but as a person who gets proxy stress--I can be set off by others' struggles--this is a rough time.

<3 you folks