You know what blows my mind?

All the torture that the witch put me through and yet suddenly she drops me in 2019. Never writes. calls, nothing. But said "I love you" last we spoke. WTF. You try to destroy my life and then suddenly just give up/let me go? What really happened?

I just did a search: she is still alive.

She showed me her last project- a painting of a young girl on a white horse called "flying free". I knew she was telling me she was letting me go.But all her symbols meant something either Occult or Christian (she painted the 4 horsemen in the past). Was I riding the pale horse!?

Or could it have been the white horse of apocalypse... symbolizing she's accepted I chose Christ/she can't capture my spirit.. so I ride off with Him on that white horse...!? Flying free...

I know I am grateful she dropped me but it is just weird since she went out of her way to find and then choose me (her words) and then psychically harass and mind control me for 10 years.

I wish I could get all the answers.
My story is still unfinished.