A wild ride of feels:

Hey, remember the English translation of Blood Teller from Mirai Nikki you did in 2016? It was good! Maybe sing that and post it online?

wait, whats...?

that's a cover from a well known youtube artist in 2019

Guess mine wouldn't be as good...

Now there's another song that really made me feel things

Desperate longing for a love that wasn't to be

Was it serendipity? on my honeymoon, a piano cover of it inexplicably came on in a fancy restaurant and just for a moment, I felt that loss again, right there by the love

There's no more life my heart
And every moment we're apart
Is killing me with loneliness.
"Help me!" you heeded my cry
"Trust me!" I heard you say,
But I can see you shake with every breath

We hope and we pray for help from above
While our chances of love are fading away
Darkness will take us
And karma will break us
We will scream with hate and rage when fate betrays us,
And I will be the BLOOD TELLER

I refuse to cry, and I don't want to see you again
But my heart’s a blinding beacon, searching for you
Follow me and try, to keep on chasing your happy end.
You fall apart. There's nothing I can do.

I look to the future, the one I'm dreaming of.
Don't know the answers any more.
And here in this moment, the way ahead is locked.
How can I open up the door? Tell me how?

A thousand blades in your words,
They cut me open and it hurts
Go leave your pity somewhere else.
“Tell me” - if only I could,
“Why don’t we run away for good?”, there’s no way to control myself.

With reason I tried to bind us and snare us,
Your fear and despair, are pushing me aside,
I want to forgive you,
And hold you and kiss you,
Want to share the hurt and grief and bloodlust with you.
‘Til I become the BLOOD TELLER.

Reaching for your hand, my heart of ice is hiding away.
When you're here, the universe becomes colder still.
Try to understand, and ask me what I'm aching to say.
You disappear, there's no more time to kill.

I look to the future, the one I'm dreaming of.
Don't know the answers any more.
And here in the present the way ahead is locked.
Tell me what lies behind this door? LOST HEAVEN

I WANNA STAY the chosen one, the BLOOD FOREIGNER,
Drive away betrayal and the lies that I spurn,
BUT I WANNA LIVE, just one more time, the BLOOD ALIEN
In endless sleep, unable to return.

https://twitter.com/liminal_face/status/1253398020122607618

I looked to the future, the one I'm dreaming of.
Don't know the answers any more.
And here in this moment, the way ahead is locked.
How can I open up the door? BLOOD TELLER
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