I'm at the bare minimum of what is considered as an adult but I still feel young and unknowledgeable

I'm not a cpop stan nor a kpop stan. I'm just an astray person watching qcyn2 and I have no idea what I'm doing here + I don't even like music or anything related to pop culture. Why did I do this to myself anyway?
Why did i like strangers whose language I cannot understand

It's my first time to have a stan acc, first time to watch a survival show between different companies, first time to watch a chinese variety show, and it's my first time to get heartbroken for having a flop pick. I am so not used to anything

Honestly this was a personal account but then I unfollowed everyone and blocked all followers when I started posting more qcyn stuff and when I was realizing that I'm converting this to something like a stan acc
And it's even my first time to last a month without making my account private! Qcyn gave me so many changes and i feel sad that it'll turn into a hearbreak when I'll never find my faves again because it's so freaking hard to understand chinese socmed

And i know you guys don't care but I'm very conservative which is why I don't have much of experiences. I never even speak curse words and my beliefs are so different. I'm just surprised I like someone with a tattoo, and a curse word at that + a mispelled word (aka yu yan)
Okay I don't know, I feel emo because voting ends soon. I can't lose my zuo zhuo 
I HATE IQIYI!

I HATE IQIYI!
And after 5mins of posting all this, I felt the sudden regret of sounding so immature and stupid hahahaha. But I exerted effort in typing so I guess I'm bot deleting it. This is my intro story. Facts about me.
Alright, adding to this.
Since I'm so new to this stan twt life, for these past weeks I have observed that fans like linking patterns and are 'delusional'. Also, they like using series of terms and have similar ways in replying. Like their replies are of always the same thought
Since I'm so new to this stan twt life, for these past weeks I have observed that fans like linking patterns and are 'delusional'. Also, they like using series of terms and have similar ways in replying. Like their replies are of always the same thought
They do their best to not offend others (unless they're brave to take the replies), and to find new friends (and perhaps followers?)
Aside from that, I also think they have so much free time because this stan life is very time consuming and needs much dedication.
Aside from that, I also think they have so much free time because this stan life is very time consuming and needs much dedication.
They use the same phrases, response (especially if they have the same picks), and also sentence construction. They often intentionally make their sentences grammatically incorrect.
They don't care about serious posts or serious people, and many quickly follow and unfollow other people. But they're still a caring group if you become friends with some of them.
Most people expect responses and interaction from others. And older stans despise newbie stans.
Hmm the thought of the previous posts in this thread is incoherent but meh, no one cares about these posts