I’ve a crush on a guy. Ugh he’s so fine. He got that James Dean daydream look in his eyes and is probably straight. Runs an ECO NGO,has the cutest smile. I downloaded random plant photos to send him asking where can I get these just because he loves plants...

He replied with a ‘Hii’ to my ‘Hi’. May be he pressed the i too hard and so the double ii. That’s all, calm down J! Why is he straight? Blasphemy

Been 19 minutes that he didn’t reply to me. What is he doing? Who’s the girl he’s wishful thinking about? Guess we’ll never know.

Did I tell you about his voice guys? It’s so dreamy, like he’s just woken up and is looking at something so gorgeous that the roughness of the first few words upon waking up swirls with the sweetness of waking up next to your lover.

Anyway he’s online and isn’t replying. Guess it’s over guys. Nevermind, I’ll be okay. *sob sob*