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Di na nga ako makatulog tas nakita ko pa story nya hahahaha kung kelan umo-okay na ko.
Pag feel kong wala ng sad feeling towards him, i start looking at his stories again. Just to be casual since we went through hurdles and spent a year together.
Idk... i guess i'm sad bcos he doesnt seem to acknowledge my efforts for him then??
I might sound like an insecure ex, but i guess i am. I did everything i could for him with all my might. I loved him anyway i could and not being recognized made me sad all over again.
Everything suddenly came back to me, all at once. It hurts so much, but i cant also disregard his feelings bcos i know ive hurt him at some point.
Idek why im writing this thread rn. Im def not asking for pity. Im just... hurt... again. My heart literally aches for remembering how we were then.
Dont i deserve even just a little bit of decency? I gave him everything. I was left with nothing when i finally decided to leave him. Yes, i was the one who broke up with him but that doesnt mean that i didnt hurt and that im not hurting.
It's late and im in a lot of pain and im ranting and ill prolly delete this thread or not idk im confused im in shock idk i just dont know anymore
