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okay you might think i& #39;m saying this out of nowhere (and i am) but i just wanted to say that thanks to my mutuals and this account i feel like i have grown up a lot in my relationships with the ones i love the most!!! ☆
i mean let me explain it!!! this thread will probably be too long and boring so i fully understand if you don& #39;t read it 
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the thing is that i grew up being somewhat & #39;intimidating& #39; to others at first because i had never really opened up about my feelings and for some reason that made people think that they couldn& #39;t completely trust me
and i guess they felt like i was pretty unapproachable so they never really tried to become closer to me or to actually know me and this whole thing made my relationships with others very unstable and superficial
but when i started tweeting here no one knew me irl so there wasn& #39;t that & #39;intimidating& #39; prejudice around me so i had the chance to show how i truly was and to express my feelings in a way that i could never do around people i know
and i guess it worked because i met a lot of amazing and kind people (also called my mutuals) and i feel like they genuinely wanted to know me and become closer when i had never even THOUGHT about the idea of people wanting to be close TO ME????
so it made me think that maybe how i was and the way i expressed myself was not that bad at the end and it helped me to become comfortable enough to show that side of me to people around me!!!!
but the thing is that my mutuals didn& #39;t just want to become closer to me but also they cared about me???? and they complimented me???? and they wanted me to feel loved???? and they trusted me????? and it was like the wildest concept for me (it still is now)
i mean they expressed it out loud so i could know!!! then i also realized that opening up about my feelings wasn& #39;t that bad at the end!! i thought it was amazing to tell people things that could make them happy and to actually show them the love they deserved
and with time i started to become used to doing the same thing here with my mutuals and ALSO with people irl and i think it has not only changed the way people see me now but also changed me a lot as a person
and i feel like my relationships with the people i love the most are now healthier and deeper and it makes me so so so happy!!!! like dude i love them and they actually know it https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤍" title="White heart" aria-label="Emoji: White heart">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤍" title="White heart" aria-label="Emoji: White heart">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤍" title="White heart" aria-label="Emoji: White heart">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤍" title="White heart" aria-label="Emoji: White heart">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤍" title="White heart" aria-label="Emoji: White heart">
