Jared, Tyara: you were right in cutting me off last year. I was toxic, I wasn’t doing things that were morally right, or in line with the person I used to be and I’ve grown a lot from that experience. I am sorry for a lot of things, but I won’t name them here.

I’ve learned a lot since then. I still keep a lot of quips in mind - like Jared’s infamous “Your first thought is not your best thought, Hannah” and the subsequent lecture on not going on impulse all the time. Mindfulness, right?

Emerson, you did a lot for me with the advice you gave the night I was dragged off a window ledge. I keep it in mind and unless things get really bad, I’m able to kerb my more destructive impulses with it. Thank you (and I’m sorry, for what it’s worth).

Hanna, I don’t know why you’re so angry. I don’t know why you’re upset with me. I’m sorry you are, and I can’t rectify anything I’ve done if I don’t know the exact specifics because I did learn not to be sorry for things I didn’t do from you.

That’s all I can think of, for now. The people I’ve named are people I won’t - or can’t - talk to. It’s the end of the world though, and god knows what might happen.