Something I& #39;ve been coming to terms with these past few months is that I& #39;ll never fully heal from my childhood. I can still grow and learn, but I& #39;ll probably always be hurt and confused when I& #39;m not worth someone& #39;s time. I& #39;ll probably never understand why.

This isn& #39;t meant to be a cry for pity, more of just sharing my thoughts. I have a hard time communicating with people online. But the positives are that I& #39;ve had very important people in my life who still talk with me and share and help me grow and I& #39;ve improved so much.

I want to show my appreciation for the real mvps of my life who have stuck with me (even if in very small ways they don& #39;t realize) and not given up on me and existed to ground me when I was lost.

uhhh this thread is kinda dumb lol idk
things can suck and maybe I& #39;m just naive, but I stick around anyway because there& #39;s always a chance of things getting much better. And I get a chance to exist and make cool things (even if most are secret right now)