Little thread inspired by this thread!

Krbk, sfw, hurt/comfort, Kiri is sad and insecure and shameful for feeling that way https://twitter.com/Tiny_Marix/status/1252762314375409668?s=19

Eijirou is really proud of Katsuki’s relationship with Midoriya. They've come so far. No longer are the days when they had to be separated, unable to be around one another without biting remarks or eye rolls. No more late nights sneaking in covered in bruises. No more tears.

He's proud. He is.

He repeats this to himself like a mantra. It's the only way to stay sane when he's feeling like this. When he sees Katsuki, his boyfriend, throw an light punch at Midoriya's shoulder and he feels like crying. When he hears "Deku" said less like an insult and more like..

Like a pet name and he wants to throw up. When Midoriya makes a reference that only two who have grown up together can understand and he has to clench his fists to stop from lashing out.

Eijirou has to have his mantra because he has no other idea about how to handle his awful jealousy. He's never dealt with this before! He's always been the one who introduces friends and encourages others to go out even when he can't make it. He's always happy when people resolve

their differences.

But with Katsuki, he can't stop himself. His insecurities eat him alive as he watches the two laugh across the common room. He's thankful they're here and not in one of their rooms, those times are the worst because he's left imagining what the two could

be doing. He knows it's stupid and that Katsuki would never cheat on him but his stupid brain doesn't care about that.

Katsuki had told him he and 'Deku' were comparing notes about their training mission. He knows it's important, that it's part of something they all should be

doing in these last few months before they finally become pro heroes. But even though he knows these things /logically/, he also knows that Midoriya is hot. And smart as hell and has a history with his boyfriend and is already well liked by Katsuki's family and -

Craaack!

Great. Eijirou looks down to shards of wood in his hand. He's broken the chair. While he was watching another man charm his boyfriend, he had hardened his hands to the point that he crushed the arm of the chair. Fantastic.

Face flushed, he hurries to clean the mess, shoving the chair over by the trash can and rushing to the elevators. As he goes, he realizes the room is silent. He risks a glance over at Katsuki and Midoriya and flushes more; both boys are staring straight at him. Eijirou can't tell

for certain but judging by the thin line his mouth is pressed into, Katsuki is /pissed/. He ducks his head and slides through the elevator doors as soon as they part. He spams the 'close door' button as fast as possible and when he's finally safe he buries his face in his hands

and groans out loud.

By the time he's scurried to his room, he has moved on from being embarrassed back to being jealous and angry again. When he had glanced back at the boys, was Midoriya leaning in towards Katsuki? Where were his hands? Why can't he remember where his

hands were?

Before he knows what he's doing, he's in front of his punching bag, fists flying. In the back of his mind he realizes that he should have his hands taped but he can't stop as he imagines all the different ways Katsuki will realize Midoriya is better than Eijirou.

He's not sure how long it takes but eventually the pain and exhaustion distract him from his jealousy. Instead of moving a few feet to the bed, he falls to the floor, pulling his knees to his chest. He breathes deeply for a few seconds until his door creaks open.

He can't help it, his entire body clenches. All his emotions come flying back - anger, envy, sadness, shame. He knows he's being cowardly but he keeps his head between his knees as Katsuki moves to stand in front of him.

He kicks his foot lightly, "What's your problem?"

Eijirou sucks in a breath and forces himself to look up at his boyfriend. He forgets the question as soon as he lays eyes on Katsuki. Heat blooms in his chest as he meets his gaze and he thinks, for probably the millionth time,

that Katsuki is the most gorgeous person he's ever laid eyes on. Ice shoots through his veins when he realizes Midoriya probably thinks the same.

Something in his face must change because suddenly Katsuki is dropping to his knees. He takes Eijirou's face in his hands and repeats

his question, but it feels completely different, "Hey. What's wrong?"

Eijirou fights the urge to nuzzle his hands or pull away and forces himself to stay still. He closes his eyes in order to stop those piercing red eyes from seeing right through him straight to his ugly center.

Katsuki must see something anyway because he puts his hands on Eijirou's shoulders, leans in and brushes his lips across his forehead. A shiver tears through Eijirou and he realizes embarrassingly late that the whining noise he hears is coming from /him/.

Katsuki hums in response, pressing his lips more firmly to Eijirou's skin. He backs off but stays close enough that Eijirou feels his whispered words.

"Did I do something?"

Eijirou's head whips up so fast he's surprised he doesn't bash Katsuki's nose in.

"What?" he hisses.

Katsuki glances to the side, trying to look unaffected, "You mad at me?"

"Mad? Mad at you?" Eijirou's jaw drops. /Thats/ what Katsuki thinks this is about? That he messed up somehow and now Eijirou is mad at him?

Katsuki takes a breath and steels himself for what he's about to say, "I, uh, I know I'm not the best partner. I know I do shit without -"

"No!" Eijirou is frantic to stop him, "No. That's not - I'm not mad! You didn't do anything, you're perfect, I'm the one messing up,

I'm the one jealous - "

It's out before he can stop it. He wants to reach out and grab it. Shove it back into that deep place its never supposed to come crawling out of.

Katsuki is shocked, "You're jealous?!"

Eijirou throws his head back and groans out loud,

"That, I wasn't, I wasn't supposed to say that."

It's easier to admit when he doesn't have to look at Katsuki's pretty face.

His voice comes out small, so small he's surprised it has any sound at all, "Yes I'm jealous. I'm jealous of... of you and Midoriya."

So I got shadowbanned for spamming after this thread so I won't be posting the rest on Twitter but I do have it finished on ao3 and just realized I didn't drop the link in this thread sooooo

Be prepared for soff boys

https://archiveofourown.org/works/23816608