im gonna delete this later but i want to do magnus tarots and also a comic from 159 so bad but 1) my art isnt good enough and 2) everyones already done them better than i could ever do so i guess i will Die

i just get Sad because ik that my art isnt the Best so that discourages me from ever doing projects bc ik that i will never be happy w the outcome no matter how hard i try to be

like i was happy w that elias painting for like maybe an hour and now i dont like looking at it. the point of this thread is that being an artist really sucks sometimes